my EQ

So, in the end. I used my bonus money on phone. Gah...No use regreting, I did it after all.
Went to meet up with my college besties today......we talked about work and salary, my friend is earning more than me, Yea i know, but Last time maybe i would be vv vv sad to know that  cause i am really competitve person....to know that my friend earn so much than me...I felt like a failure*.

Well that would be laz time, this time I'm feeling ok. So what if my friend is earning more,
I should never try to compare so much and keep trying my best. I should reduce my jealousy, cause it aint gonna help with anything. Life still goes on...............

Its good to be competittive, but I guess too much of, it is bad...cause it will make me feel miserable.......
But yeah, Today when my friend ask me bout my salary, Im fine with it.. my EQ is getting better haha....

Can never make up my mind

Hmm let see it's 1.47 am and I am still nt asleep obviously. Well today just got this month salary...by the way I'm typing using this ipad... Up it's Juz 23rd today ...normally salary are given at the first week of new month.  So turns out my boss is giving me earlier one week I guess...probably the first time so early haha.

Well the great news is I GOT MY FIRST BONUS..haha oh well you knw cause I'm been so over my first salary that I got when I was 18 as a promoter.  Bonus..yes since CHinese new year is coming, maybe that's why my boss is handing out my salary early.

How much bonus? Hmm rm1000, is that much? No idea cause some say low some say high.. Cause some ppl get one month of their salary as bonus! Some even more months! Well mine, maybe half month plus haha...but some ppl told me that is nt bad consider I Juz worked for the company nt even one year and I got such amount of bonus (from my amount of salary, of course)

So it was then I thought of buying instax camera..but yet again me being me seems to be struggling with my inner self whether should I buy that instax camera..and that is the reason y I still awake cause I am checking out the instax camera and ey have this new model Juz up this year ..instax mini 8 ..damn I was planning for instax mini 7 (oldver version) until I found out today that they been coming up with 8 already!...)

So I dun knw which should I buy....8 or 7 or don't buy =.= ... 8 of course more exp new model..7 ok but nw I see le 8 , 7 kinda looks outdated..haha...or should I Juz keep tat moneyyy....to buy my MacBook..=.= but I really wanna get instax too.. Now I got my bonus.....I still need to think..haiz
 To buy or nt to buy instax..if yes which model.  

Throwing

Throwing some old stuff is juz like throwing the past away and moving forward from that particular past. Yes, that is what I did during laz weekends.

I manage to throw many stuff...including college stuffs...some even high school! wao how old is tat!

And theres nothing going on with my life...escept sleep and work!