my EQ

So, in the end. I used my bonus money on phone. Gah...No use regreting, I did it after all.
Went to meet up with my college besties today......we talked about work and salary, my friend is earning more than me, Yea i know, but Last time maybe i would be vv vv sad to know that  cause i am really competitve person....to know that my friend earn so much than me...I felt like a failure*.

Well that would be laz time, this time I'm feeling ok. So what if my friend is earning more,
I should never try to compare so much and keep trying my best. I should reduce my jealousy, cause it aint gonna help with anything. Life still goes on...............

Its good to be competittive, but I guess too much of, it is bad...cause it will make me feel miserable.......
But yeah, Today when my friend ask me bout my salary, Im fine with it.. my EQ is getting better haha....

Can never make up my mind

Hmm let see it's 1.47 am and I am still nt asleep obviously. Well today just got this month salary...by the way I'm typing using this ipad... Up it's Juz 23rd today ...normally salary are given at the first week of new month.  So turns out my boss is giving me earlier one week I guess...probably the first time so early haha.

Well the great news is I GOT MY FIRST BONUS..haha oh well you knw cause I'm been so over my first salary that I got when I was 18 as a promoter.  Bonus..yes since CHinese new year is coming, maybe that's why my boss is handing out my salary early.

How much bonus? Hmm rm1000, is that much? No idea cause some say low some say high.. Cause some ppl get one month of their salary as bonus! Some even more months! Well mine, maybe half month plus haha...but some ppl told me that is nt bad consider I Juz worked for the company nt even one year and I got such amount of bonus (from my amount of salary, of course)

So it was then I thought of buying instax camera..but yet again me being me seems to be struggling with my inner self whether should I buy that instax camera..and that is the reason y I still awake cause I am checking out the instax camera and ey have this new model Juz up this year ..instax mini 8 ..damn I was planning for instax mini 7 (oldver version) until I found out today that they been coming up with 8 already!...)

So I dun knw which should I buy....8 or 7 or don't buy =.= ... 8 of course more exp new model..7 ok but nw I see le 8 , 7 kinda looks outdated..haha...or should I Juz keep tat moneyyy....to buy my MacBook..=.= but I really wanna get instax too.. Now I got my bonus.....I still need to think..haiz
 To buy or nt to buy instax..if yes which model.  

Throwing

Throwing some old stuff is juz like throwing the past away and moving forward from that particular past. Yes, that is what I did during laz weekends.

I manage to throw many stuff...including college stuffs...some even high school! wao how old is tat!

And theres nothing going on with my life...escept sleep and work!

Slack Sunday? Maybe not

Although I feel like juz wanna slack at home on Sunday but I kinda did it on Saturday, so ...went to IKEA with family. Nice food for dinner today! Then even have time to Moo Cow Yum! We went to Ikea at evening so quite late, but manage to see the christmas decorations at The Curve. :) Quite big christmas tree and it was more beautiful at night time :D

And next...Juz can't wait to see wats going to happen on the end of the world. Ya, its coming. 21 december.
Monday blues tomorrow again :) 

Doing things alone?

so when you hang out with your friends lesser, you just have to learn to do things alone or else
Nothing can be done if you were to wait for friends to hang out with you to get those things done.

In the past, I would feel weird doing things alone. If. I can't find friends to go movie with me, I won't  go alone.i would rather just sit at home and do other stuff and wait for friends to hang out again.
But now I realize, if you just wait for them, nothing can be done...so I'm
Learning to do things alone.

Like ?

Hmm eat alone? I.ve done tat once or twice in the past,  eating alone at mcdonalds, and sushi king
It's really weird..and awkward haha.  now, no I have not eaten alone yet since I always have my colleague to eat with. But I should , just o and get the food I want to eat instead of compromising with my colleague on what to eat Or the other way,...lol cause some days , we just dun't have the same food on our mind for a. Lunch.

It's funny how I pity the people I saw eating alone in a restaurant when I'm young.
I thought that they are a weirdo and maybe no friends and look so sadddddd..
But I realize, no they are just trying to get enjoy their meal and it's normal!

Shopping alone.? I find it extremely nice to shop alone, and although sometimes its weird too. But I always go shopping alone, I just walk in to a shop, grab some clothes I like and try it..or maybe buy it! Probably the most often thing I done alone ! I can walk in to many shops just to buy pants without worrying my friends is bored waiting for me.


Movie alone?  Nope haven done that yet, but will be. I was lucky to find a friend to watch sky fall James bond movie with me laz weeek. Sometimes there are movies that I wanna see, but when I ask my friends, they can't make it, I will jut wait for the dvd, or if they dun feel like watching that movie, and have other choices in their mind, I will just go with it. And so I miss out the movies I wanna see.

And I think next time, I should Juz go watch movie alone.. Buy the ticket, grab popcorn, and just go
Sides, it's cheaper on weekdays, and I don't think I can find anyone to movie with me.
Well unless, I decided to save money and just wait for DVD to download..

Yet laz time, I even laugh at my bro for going movie alone after work, lol but now I realize if you have to wait for a friend for that, maybe you won't able to get into the cinema ayear!


Next movie alone !

So how often do you hang out with your friends?

So I saw this article and I find it interesting. The  question how often do you hang out with friends?
Well, I kinda hangout with my friends almost everyday during college.
But once, you start working, we hang out with friends lesser.
Because sometimes you feel like just lying on your bed on the weekends.
Or sometimes, you just can't find someone to hang out with.
Everyone seems to be very busy with their own stuff, studying, exams, working, hanging out with
Classmates or course mates.
BUut since most of my friends are still in studying phase .... It's still ok, but class, assignments and exams will still make them very busy.NOt to mention, the time is very flexible for them.
While when you work, you only have your time free during night. So it's harder for a to hangout with friends.

so I  hangout with my friends every few months maybe 2-3 months. Might sounds long and miserable if in the past, but nw it's completely ok and fine :).  Because I can sometimes enjoy my own company

Days like this

It was rainign yesterday.Feels good. Bye bye hot weather. Woke up quite early to catch a tv program. Early as in 10 am. Well, i went to sleep at 4 am the other night.

Then I juz watch dramas and hangout with internet. Went to Giant then. It was raining quite heavily when we decided to go back. So i bought ice-cream. The best thing you can do when its raining and its cold is buy a freakin ice-cream. Haha.

So i bought this weird looking Panda ice-cream. Obviously i've been cheated by the nice panda on the packaging. Is this even a panda? ==~~

For dinner, its cooking time.XD
Simple ingredients. 

Simple steps

And after 10-15 min, i got food to eat for me and my sis. Lol. Lazy type of cooking XD